Well, a 1 year and 4 months ago, I made myself a promise.. To never love another boy, because they just end up hurting you anyways.. But Now, I've broken that promise.. Cause I have fallen in love.. And I've fallen hard.. In a boy with amazing and beautiful brown eyes. A boy who makes me happy, and a boy I can see a future with. And the most amazing thing about this is, that he feels the same way about me. He can make me speechless with his compliments and make me cry from laughing, never hurt, and tickle me and make me laugh, things only my brother can do,.. He makes me feel special, a feeling no one have ever given me before. And he calls me perfect, no one has ever called me that before, and it makes me so happy that it comes from him and not just one of my female friends, because it means so much more to me that he says it.
We text constantly, we are always in touch. When I'm around him I get butterflies, and when he is gone, I miss him like f*ck.
 
Because of him, I every night fall asleep with a smile on my face. But even through we not really are in a relationship yet, I have never been happier in my entire life.